Monday, August 23, 2010
people~
10:16 PM
hi there! currently in school there is a big chaos over the YOG athletes.i was there to witnessed the event for awhile. i suddenly felt like leaving can't stand guys i guess. i know that feelings are unavoidable but i think i have to for know. i am still being traumatize by the past. besides i really want to enjoy the teenage life right now. so like, crush & love later. study & have fun now! or else i will let crush be a crush. Babes! ensure that its no more.
seriously!" Im so sick of love songs, so sad & slow."
"life is awesome without you, im over you!" & " I promise not to waste these beautiful tears for something not worth for."
Saturday, August 21, 2010
New Begining.
8:15 PM
Its awesome to still be breathing now.
I have been stressing in studies for the past few days. studying started to be a habit and i enjoyed it. Few more months to Olevel. I can't wait. I really hope i wont be afraid of the paper. My brain is currently empty and unsure on what to type. It has been so long ever since i blogged. I shifted to tumblr but desided to make it into my personal diary. I also seldom update it. The lazy-ness remains stuck with me.
Truth about life:
Im a little uncertain about what im actually feeling & i really have to sort it up accordingly. At times i find it beautiful to see you smile like no one ever sees it before. The one that keeps telling me to be myself & just laugh. At times it was a pleasure to stare into those beautiful eyes of yours. Maybe it was me who was drunk or perhaps i have been too hard towards myself that i was unable to feel it skip a beat. Maybe its over..or the feelings had never exist..
"i wish i could still see you when i close my eyes."
